Tuesday, September 29, 2009

what do i do?

So what do you do if you find out that one of your bestfriends has decided to take her hijab off? How do you talk to her? keeping in mind that she knows that its a requirment!

I don't know why i've been seeeing a lot of girls lately take their hijabs off. while they wear hijab they'll be the talkers about how hijab is a protection and basiclly all the talk surrounding why wear hijab. after taking it off, i'm pretty sure it's still the same, so why do something going against all you preached and your beliefs, more importantly against what God ordered, just so you can fit in? i honestly truely don't understand.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

busy as a bee

Ok if i said nothing was going on with my life i'de be lying. I've been working on a paper for a couple of days now and thank God i turned it in last night. I'm not even sure how i got a 4-page paper done on mapping. yes mapping. Also last friday i flew in to North Carolina where i'm spending a week which means missing a week of classes which gives me a heart attack because thats the type of girl i am and wow that was one long sentence. I also have a mid-term coming up soon so yay for me. then i'm going through this thing where I'm not sure if i should stick with my major anymore. I want to do Enviromental Studies but sadly i can't do a double major with it. so its either this or that. ughhh making choices is hard.

P.S for those asking me about the abayas i use western unioun and pay pal as a method and the prices of the abayas range from $32USD-$40USD,wearing abayas shouldn't cost anyone a fortune. I'm also planning to get some more pics up of skirts and diff. designs. so bear with me here :D

Monday, September 21, 2009

my face and I

Once upon a time a long time ago, when the days were young and the sun was still shining, the birds still singing, heck with this lets cut to the Chase. a long time ago like 4 months ago, my face used to be clear. it was soft and not a zit in site. until one horrid day i got some blush as a gift and despite all my previous attempts with putting stuff on my face and the consequences being oh so not pretty, i didn't listen and put it on! i couldn't help it, it looked so pretty on me. needless to say i've been suffering since. Does anyone have that same problem as me? an extra sensitive face? is there stuff that you use that doesn't cause you to break-out?

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Eid, Timmies and life

EId mubarak ladies!! hope it was all good inshallah. So the other day i was with a friend and she goes "can't wait,I'm gonna be able to listen to music again" !!! seriously? if you believe something is haraam your gonna stop doing it in Ramadan but then start again afterwards? isn't the God of Ramadan the same one out of Ramadan! well anywho thats just a little something that irks me. people stopping something in Ramadan but then thinking it's totally fine when you start doing it afterwards.

On the plus side though i can now drink all the icecaps i want. today first thing i did even before the eid prayer i went to the nearest Timmie's and ordered one

If you havn't had one of these, you're missing out on life. JK but if you're in ever in canada, God knows why! try one of these

Monday, September 14, 2009

what do you think?


personally i can't wait till it comes out


So last night i go to taraweeh prayer and i'm standing there next a lady. we go down for sojood and while coming up she accidentally hits my behind, now it would have been ok if she had just let it go but no. her way of saying "opps, sorry" was patting me on the behind and then because that wasn't awkward enough she tried passing it off as trying to pull my foot closer to hers, (while still patting my butt) now i dunno about you but that kinda distracts from prayer.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Oh what to do

So a week back i was actually excited for school to start, now that i've been to two days of classes it feels as if i've been there for 2months already. maybe it has to do with the fact that i'm fasting and walking around campus all day or that I'm constantly changing my courses. i know i should have all that done by now but I'm starting to get those moments where i'm like, am i doing the right major? should i do a double major? i'm not even sure anymore. I'm very much considering doing a double major in enviromental science and political science. let's hope it works inshallah. plus with the last 10 days of Ramadan i have lots of catching up to do if i plan to meet my goal of reading thw whole quran, not to forget the reading for each of the courses i have to and books i still have to buy. wow, that was mind exhausting. ok i'm going back to reading understanding american politics, such a great and fun read *sarcasm*

Thursday, September 10, 2009

2nd Year here i come

I just started my classes today and i can't really believe that it's my second year in university. It only dawned on me the other day that i was growing older and into adulthood (or close to it at least) when i met some of my old friends way back when i used to live in EGypt when i was in Elementary school. when i saw their pictures I was like Ya Allah! they looked well, like adults and one was engaged and they're going to their 3rd year of university already ( I'm one yr behind). It feels just like yesterday that i was a freshman in high school and looking in awe at the seniors at my school. they were so old, smart, and mature( OK maybe not mature) but that's what i thought at least. now when i look back and see seniors in high school they look nothing more than teenagers who really are just kids transforming into adult bodies. look at me, i sound like this middle aged women looking back at her years of youth when I'm only like a year or two older than them. ahh

it's just that i can't help it, time really flies by so fast that before you realise you're in the present you've already reached that future. if that makes any sense.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Moving day

... and it's hectic !!

Friday, September 4, 2009

back to the cold

wow it's been a while since i last posted on blogger but i've been opper dupper busy lately.

lets seee, i've finally gotten my liscence as embaressing as that is for a 19 year old. but i blame all the moving. i've had to take the course twice as they didn't count it when i moved and then two more years with my permit and finally.. i'm actually glad to be going around running erands.

I'm also packing ( supposed to) cause the school year is starting so its back to canadai with me inshallah

I've also started selling my line in the community just to get a feel of whats liked and whats not but that's a whole other story

so inshallah i'll try to blog more regulary after everything is setteled down but for now i have to go pack the rest of my stuff, for some reason i feel like i'm forgetting something :( i always remember too late though